I walked out of the Dr.’s office in a kinda freaking out
daze-we we’re going to have little man #2 that day! I made about 10 calls on
the way home and then when I got home I just hugged Terry and was like are you
freaking out a little cause I am! It’s a weird feeling to schedule the delivery.
I don’t know what is worse, waiting for labor to start or knowing that it’s
going to start in just an hour!
It all worked out perfectly though. We got Bryke down for a
nap and then just hung out and packed last minute things until Cheryl and Kenny
got here and then we headed out. I don’t know anything different but it really
is nice to leave the house not in awful pain or frantically trying to get to
the hospital.
They got me all hooked up and asked a million questions and
then Dr. Burton checked me and I was at a 6! Then he broke my water-such a
weird feeling! After that I was able to get up and walk. We did 3 or 4 laps
down the hall and by the end of that (about 20 min) the contractions were bad
enough that I couldn’t walk or talk through them. I had to tell Ter to stop
because he didn’t realize I had stopped and the line to my IV was getting just
a little tight! So we made it back to the room and they checked me again and I
was between a 7 and an 8. With the AMAZING nurse we decided that we would go
with a spinal block instead of an epidural {this was right around 3 p.m.}. It
was a stressful decision though because the spinal block only gave us 2 hours
to the baby here before it wore off and that made me more than a little
nervous! But the nurse (I can’t remember her name :(…) was such a good help in
deciding and I’m really glad that’s what we went with as it kicked in
immediately. But getting it oh my goodness was awful, awful, awful!
So now came the waiting part. We hung out for awhile and
then they checked me again and I was ready to go {around 4:30}! I was barely
starting to feel the contractions at this point so we were still good to go on our
2 hour time line. I started pushing and then half an hour later at {5:04 p.m. on November 19th}
Keegan Karl Darrington was here! I remember so much more about Keegan’s first
few minutes than Bryker’s. I think with Bryke I was just so exhausted and they
took him away pretty quick that everything is kind of a blur. But with Keegan
it was like the movies, they put his gooey little body right on me and it was
like the Grinch when you can see his heart getting bigger. I swear I could feel
my heart expand and just fill with love for this new little treasure that was
all ours. Giving birth is a miracle-plain and simple.
This is the part where I can’t say enough good things about
my amazing husband! Once again I’m positive I wouldn’t have been able to do it
without him by my side-I love you sweetie!! Thanks for being the absolute best
hand holder, IV pusher, coach and comforter! You truly are the best husband
ever and the greatest dad ever-me and our boys are lucky ducks to have you!
We got all cleaned up and I fed Keeg for the first time (he
is a little champ nurser) and then it was time to meet big brother! It really
was one of the sweetest moments I have ever had. He ran right in the room asking
where mommy and baby were. He was a little concerned why mommy couldn’t get up
but he was so sweet with Keegan. I want so badly for them to love each other
and have a good relationship! To ensure that this would happen I bribed Bryke
right from the beginning with a present “from” Keegan. Keeg got big brother an
awesome lego backpack full of goodies. I’m pretty sure this did the trick :)
Bryke got restless pretty fast so as he was leaving he was saying bye to
everyone and he said love you baby-pretty sure everyone got a little
teary-eyed!
So grateful that these 2 little munchkins are mine forever and always! |
We stayed one night and then we headed home Tuesday evening
to our life as a family of 4! I am so grateful that everything went well and
that me and Keegan are healthy. We love you Keegan and are so happy that you
are ours!
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